in the mood

i’m not always in the mood to talk about sex

i am not always in the mood

i have feelings that range from a wider scope than asleep to aroused

i have thoughts that have nothing to do with you

or with you inside of me or how badly i want you inside of me

if i get sad it is not because i miss you, i miss me

i miss being more than the seductress in your madonna-whore complex bubble

when i say i have a one track mind i mean it like one vast and endless path

i want you to explore my secret underground passageways

not just traverse my exterior until i’m all covered in your rust